Sunday (16/9)

SELAMAT HARI MALAYSIA PEEPS! :) 

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Sunday! 

I woke up feeling empty-ness in me. I wonder why. I've been having this feeling for the past few days. Maybe thats the reason why I am emo-ing. Yes, I am emo. :( sigh~ 

I guess I know I gotta pull myself back with the feelings I am having right now. This is a really hard thing for most people to do. It seems that I trained myself to think think think so much that I cant get my mind stop doing it. This is especially hard when I want to sleep or rest or even relax. It's like a really annoying person inside me that just won't shut up about something you don't want to hear, but that person is stuck inside your own head. I guess I am dealing with lots of emotional highs and lows. One minute I might feel great, and the next I will feel sad and tearful. This kind of shift in my mood is SO-NO-OK! ._. Being human is an emotional experience - we all have our moments of happiness, sadness, anger, depression, anxiety and a host of others feelings. How do we deal with those  emotions? Why are some feelings harder to handle than others? sigh~

All I know now.. I need to step on BREAK! break feli break! :( 

The only comfort I can find right now is from musics.. I can't post emo status on any social website I have simply cause I do not one people to know what I'm going through wont want them to worry about me. Or maybe I should say.. I care how others look at me. :S So I stopped.

Life is about trusting our feelings, taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past. 

I was given this life because I'm strong enough to live it? 

 

I miss broga hill's view.

I guess I should go there again soon. :)  

till then..