where am I heading too?

I have been asking myself where am I heading too right now. 

With history that I know, I really do not know how I should feel. The security is fading away. Been really emotional for the past few weeks? All I can do is to hide. I cant question I cant ask much I can find out much too. I'm afraid that it will fade even more. What else can I do? 

sigh~ Did I made the right decision? 

Insecure

What a good actor. I'm feeling insecure already. :) i dont know what you did or do behind me. Anyway.. Nothing to do with me.. after so many years i felt the same. I wish I didnt hear or see what i heard and saw.. O well..

Hello peeps!
I'm so busy with assignments and preparing for exams..
Will update more soon after exams! Xxxx! :)

Why?!

Heard something which I dont wish to hear.. Saw something which I dont wish to see. I guess until now you still dont know me well enough that what I like and dislike. One word.. Attitude. :) Guess I should not allow it to bother me. O wait.. It didnt cause I know it will happened and my guess was right. :) so yah! :)

If only.. :)

abc

Aftertodayiamconfusedonceagain.sigh~ No longer know how to express myself anymore.
Been really busy with assignment. Update soon on friday perhaps.
See you peeps! <3

Chillout

Hello,

Assignment is driving me nuts. I don't know what I'm writing, what I'm doing and what I'm thinking. Feel like giving up. First time feeling so worried. :S

Anyway, Half way doing with assignment decided to get out the house to chill with the babes.The girls have yet to try the fried mars and snicker bars from Tom Dick & Harry's Bar so I decided to bring them there. The food there is awesome and filling. There's 4 of us we ordered 2 main course and 1 dessert and we're darn full already. We had great time catching up with each other and talking about some serious stuff. :) Recently I realize that my friends all begin to talk about their future career, future stuff and all. I begin to feel we're a little more mature. :)

There! Our order.

Chicken Mushroom Pie, Fried mars and snicker bars with ice cream & pork burger

After consuming so much of calories, we decided to just throw away our diet plan and go ahead with more calories which is the BEER! We headed to beer factory as the beer there is freaking cheap. We had like more than 10 pints of beers. This is crazy. 

Emotionally I'm done. Mentally I'm drained. Spiritually I'm dead. Physically I smile. that's me.

Weird yet so real

I had weird dream yet I feel is so real. I asked myself, is God trying to tell  me something through it? I wish it was real for certain part and not for certain part. I'm even more confused right now. I already said I am stepping back and pressing on breaks already. Yet why such dream? :( sigh.. This is so disturbing.. :(

Some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts and we are never ever the same