Sunday (16/9)

SELAMAT HARI MALAYSIA PEEPS! :) 

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Sunday! 

I woke up feeling empty-ness in me. I wonder why. I've been having this feeling for the past few days. Maybe thats the reason why I am emo-ing. Yes, I am emo. :( sigh~ 

I guess I know I gotta pull myself back with the feelings I am having right now. This is a really hard thing for most people to do. It seems that I trained myself to think think think so much that I cant get my mind stop doing it. This is especially hard when I want to sleep or rest or even relax. It's like a really annoying person inside me that just won't shut up about something you don't want to hear, but that person is stuck inside your own head. I guess I am dealing with lots of emotional highs and lows. One minute I might feel great, and the next I will feel sad and tearful. This kind of shift in my mood is SO-NO-OK! ._. Being human is an emotional experience - we all have our moments of happiness, sadness, anger, depression, anxiety and a host of others feelings. How do we deal with those  emotions? Why are some feelings harder to handle than others? sigh~

All I know now.. I need to step on BREAK! break feli break! :( 

The only comfort I can find right now is from musics.. I can't post emo status on any social website I have simply cause I do not one people to know what I'm going through wont want them to worry about me. Or maybe I should say.. I care how others look at me. :S So I stopped.

Life is about trusting our feelings, taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past. 

I was given this life because I'm strong enough to live it? 

 

I miss broga hill's view.

I guess I should go there again soon. :)  

till then.. 

Lazy Saturday

Indeed it was a lazy Saturday for me. Usually on Saturday I will be busy with my church activities. But since tmr is a public holiday, my leader decided to give us a break. So there's no meeting for today! It does not feel like a Saturday to me. I'm so used to being at church in the afternoon spending my whole afternoon there. O well, i took this time to chill and relax and spend more time on myself.

So I spend my whole day with my mom and my brother. It was awesome! Its been a while since I last had a chance to do this on a Saturday. 

As I mentioned in my previous blog, I needed a new pair of shoes for running. Hence, I headed to Al-Ikhsan to get a new pair of sport shoes! I could not tolerate with my old pair of shoes anymore so I dragged my mom along with me and went for a little shopping. I bought what I needed and I'm satisfied with it! :)  

I chose Nike over Skechers Shoes. Simply because SgWang does not have any Skechers shop and my mom was lazy to follow me to Sunway Pyramid. 

TADA! :D

Goodbye old shoes.. 

I'm supposed to go for paintball with friends! RWAR! however, because I could not find any girls to go with me, I decided not to go. It'll awkward if I actually join the whole group of guys playing plus I'm not good at it. Surely I'll be bullied by them! I so wanna play it so badly. O well, there's always next time.. 

So, instead of going for paintball, I spend awesome night with my family again! 

I had TomYam Steamboat for dinner! Yum~ I love spicy food. However, I dont usually eat spicy when I am outside with friends. I usually sweat a lot when eating spicy food even if is just a little spicy and I'll look messy. So I decided to not have anything spicy when I am out but when I am home with my family.. I'm ME! hohoho~ <3 

I guess it is a good idea to stay busy when you are missing someone other wise it will take over your mind if you thinking about it all day. I guess I should do things that I enjoy as it will take my focus away from that missing feeling. I shall enjoy my life and don't let it get taken over by these feelings.! rwar~

Till then.. 

Friday (14/9/12)

Hello,

Just another friday. Slept for only 3 hours woke up prepare and head to uni to meet my friends. Today, was so unlucky for friends around me. 2 of my friends got themselves into accident. O man.. anyway, glad that they are okay.

Publika seems to be my favourite hangout place for breakfast/brunch/.lunch. Publika is quite near my uni therefore, me and my unimates love hangout there at times. This time in publika, we found ourselves at The Red Beanbag, a modern contemporary Australian-inspired cafe.

Eggs Atlantic v2.0 

Salmon with scramble eggs! :) 

Beef me up scotty

My order...

Red Beadbag's Specialty Baked Eggs : Eggs cracked into a baking dish of lamb, beef and chicken bratwurst mixed with sundried tomatoes, potatoes and cheese, baked to perfection and served with crusty bread for RM17.90! 

Sinfully delicious, thoughts of getting a healthy start to the day were put aside. 

After the awesome brunch, our initial plan was to head to BENs for dessert! However, due to some reasons, we decided to head back to uni for class. I'm a big time procrastinator in attending classes. Friends can hardly see me in class. :S sad to say, I am a bad influence. 

Anyway, got my business to business assignment 1 marks. And I'm happy with the marks. Lecturer couldnt believe that I could actually score on my assignment. Well, this is because I guess she knows I hardly pay attention in class and I'm always late for classes. The only reason why I am in the class is cause of the 10% participation marks. Or else I would be somewhere else instead or maybe at home sleeping like a boss. Anyway, I want to thank God for the blessing. Without His blessing, I think I would be able to do well in all my assignment. So thank You God. :) <3 

Right after class, I headed to Desa Park City for jogging session with friends! I realize I'm into exercising recently. I love to eat and I always eat sinfully. So I guess I need to torture my own body and I love the feel of it after exercising. :) Pleasure in pain? o man this is bad! Anyway, half way running, my leg got blisters thanks to the shoes. Is so painful right now. So I guess is time for me to get new shoes. Skechers or nike shoes? another dilemma for me to figure out. :X No matter which choice, RM 200 + will still be gone cause of the shoes. I need to work! I need money. :( 

After running, headed to Ikea for MEATBALLS! o MAN! another sinful meal. I am so so so dead. Lucky I ran or else I will be regretting right now. 

DINNER! @.@ 

Right after dinner at Ikea, flew all the way to midvalley just to get 4 packs of caramel popcorn from Planet popcorn! Is all worth. Me and my friend was craving for it and since my small group activity was watching Brave.. So popcorn is awesome snack for it! So i bought 4 for everyone to share during the movie. Yum yum~ I almost doze off during the movie maybe because the quality of the movie is not good enough hence I lost concentration. :S 

My life is a mess right now.. :( I need to GAH! GET BACK MY LIFE IN ONE PIECE.. Feli you need to focus and know what is RIGHT and WRONG.. what to DO and DONT! :( 

till then.. 

Bowling~!

Hello~

Yes MAPCU Bowling Competition! Well, I'm not a bowler! So dont mistaken that I participated! I supported actually. hah! :P If you ask me to go bowling.. I think I'll bowl myself to the lane instead of the ball. #truestory

So I spend my whole afternoon there watching the game. And man.. they are all so professional! I think I f'm interested to know him more. Should I be glad that I know him 2 months ago? :X Oh! He promised me to teach me bowling tho.. haha! Interesting. shall see if he's gonna full fill it. Or I should say am I gonna willing let him laugh at my noob-ness? :S 

So I watched the single as well as the double match. Interesting but can get bored at some point. 

My friends played well.. Proud of them! :) 

Right before the game, I had SUSHI  for lunch! Yum~ Sashimi! I crave for it since like a week ago. So yah! craving full filled! Satisfied now!

 Besides that, I bought myself a water bottle. Its pink from nike! :)
Next I'm gonna look for hand-carry bag! Special for sports! 

Picture of us! (ps : no everyone is in it! ) 

There's around 6 of us there watching the game supporting our friend!

I actually miss seeing him bowl. :S O goodness.. watever...

till then... 

Stand Firm on God's Truth, not Another's Opinion

by Rick Warren

“It is dangerous to be concerned with what others think of you.” (Proverbs 29:25a GN) It’s difficult to take a stand for God’s truth when you are overly concerned with what people think about you. When we worry about what other people think, we let them control us. We waste a lot of time and energy trying to figure out what other people want us to be. Then, we waste a lot of time and energy trying to become like that rather than just being what God made us to be. Worrying about what other people think is dangerous because we’re more likely to cave in to criticism. It means we don't always do the right thing; instead, we do the thing that everybody wants us to do. And what everybody wants to do is often the opposite of what God’s truth compels you to do. We’re also in danger of missing God's best. We're so worried about what other people want us to do that we can't stop to think about what God wants us to do. Fact #1: You cannot please everybody. Even God can't please everybody. One person prays for it to rain; another prays for it to be sunny. In the Super Bowl, both teams are praying that they will win. Who is God going to answer? God can't please everybody. Only a fool would try to do what even God can't do. You can't please everybody. Fact #2: It's not necessary to please everybody. There is a myth that says you must be loved and approved by everybody in order to be happy. That's just not true. You don't have to please everybody in order to be happy in life. Fact #3: Rejection will not ruin your life. It hurts, sure. It's not fun. It's uncomfortable. But rejection will not ruin your life unless you let it. Quit trying to please everybody! Remember that nobody can make you feel inferior unless you give him or her permission. The Apostle Paul says, “If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31 TEV) This means we can think like this: “God likes me, and I like me; if you don't like me, then you have a problem. If God likes me, who cares that everybody doesn't approve of everything I do?” Remember, nothing you ever do will make God love you less. Nothing you ever do will make God love you more. He loves you completely right now. That kind of confidence boost should give you the courage you need to take a stand.

Burger feast!

Hello~ 

Another awesome day I had. Friend crave for rum raisin ice cream since I don't know when. So I decided to take her to Quan's ice cream house. 

In life, spending time alone or with friends is very electrifying. Some people prefer to spend most of their time alone; others like to be with friends most of the time. For me, I enjoy spending most of my time with my friends. Spending time with friends is chance to share happiness or sadness with each other. The life of people is always both happy and sad. The more we share our happiness with our friends, the happier we are. It was awesome chatting and sharing with her. Nothing can be more relaxing than spending time with babe over an ice cream. :P 

RUM RAISIN! 

Sorry babe, my fav is still Choc! :P 

After awesome lunch session cum ice cream, headed to gym for some workout. I've been eating really a alot recently and realize that I need to be healthy as well. So I've been really hard working getting my lazy ass to gym as often as I can. I need to burn those caloriesss! Is kinda depressing knowing that I love to eat yet I can get fat easily. :( 

Anyway, have you heard of Burger Kaw Kaw? 

Friends told me they sell awesome huge and tasty burger.

I love burger a lot! Like seriously. Especially with juicy patties. YUM~ It was so tempting that me and some of my uni mates decided to head to Taman Puchong Utama to try it. 

TaDa~ My order! Cheese Beef Burger Single with 3 sausages for RM 10!  

Right after the burger feast, decided to head for some dessert. However, we ended up having "lok lok", wantan noodles, asam laksa and some desserts at the Night Hawker Street in Puchong. Today is really a makan day for us. Lucky I managed to spend an hour running and did few sets of abs exercising. Or else I'll be regretting right now. Phew~

Alright, I'm gonna stay up late today for the New Iphone updates! :D Hopefully Apple will come out with some awesome product :D 

till then..

Unsaid

Hello everyone,

I had a very productive day today. 

Recently, I'm so into badminton and I wish to play like a professional. Unfortunately, it will only be a dream. 

I met Lee Chong Wei today in his Arena! I cant believe that I didnt manage to take photo with him! What a waste. He was busy and I was shy! aiks! Anyway, is okay he's just another human. :P

Recently I'm busy with assignments. Assignment assignment assignment is all I have right now. BUT! Of course I am enjoying life too. Life is not just about studies.. We need to spice up our life with some interesting activities. :)

Some people pass through your life and you never think about them. And there are some you think about, and wonder "whatever happened to them"? Over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin. Some weave their way through your life and disappear forever. But once in a while someone comes along who earns a permanent place in heart. Growing up happens in a heartbeat.

Let's be honest, I can be a really stubborn girl. I find myself reflecting and remembering all that has happened over the past year. It is sort of bitter-sweet since so many dramatic and heartbreaking things have happened to me. But I have had many blessing as well. :) The most dangerous thing is having illusion. I am not going to make myself fall into that. :)
From today onwards, I will try not to post any more emo status on my twitter or facebook. :)
Let the word remain unsaid

Life.. goes on.. :)

Let me share some interesting article that I found on a website. :) 

till then..